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Arfin
20 April 2009 @ 12:52 am
First day in RP starts in like , 7hrs 30mins !!!!
and i cant afford to be late ok !
8.30 SHARP must be seated in ur classroom , 1min late , and i can screw my Grade ! ( 0.50 will be deducted )
mother crap !
okay , time to sleep .

ps: lets just hope i dont screw up my first day tomorrow D:
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Arfin
06 March 2009 @ 12:45 am
3:42pm - Reached school
3:44pm - Tapped the attendance machine ( for the sake of fun )
3:46pm - Took the lift up to class
3:48pm - Came in class
5:10pm - presented my FYP to Lecturer - Martin .
5:30pm - Left Classroom .
5:35pm - Left School

Heart was heavy on the last day of school , kinda sad to be leaving . But at the same time , was happy . Happy for the fact that , ive completed my assignments , and it was wholesome , and i scored pretty well ;D
Its that kind of , sense of accomplishment u see , ahhh ~  
Saying goodbye has never been easy , but life has to go on (: 
i'll see u peeps again soon ya ?! Graduation day !!! 
When ?! i think its on the 7th May ~ 
Its been a nice 1 year with u guys , Jaza , Azlyn , Norma , Awallul , Kye , Faizul , Caleb and the rest 
w/o u guys , life in school wld have been boring as hell !
till we meet again .

Signing off ,
Fin -
 
 
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Arfin
04 March 2009 @ 02:50 am
Went to class earlier this morning , at 11+ in hopes that the lecturer would actually go
through with us with regards to the test we're having later on , but to my dismay ( and probably most to others as well ) 
we spent yet another 2hrs idling away , doing our own things . - kns go to sch, waste my time! -

I called up pear , and told him to meet for lunch , but instead , i found myself dining with Ivy , Pear and Myself that evening.
we dined at Pastamania  - geeez , i was just kidding about going there -
i had my normal , Creamy Chicken Combo B . - vehli cheap leh !! $7.50 only , student price xD -
sat down , and enjoyed a nice and cozy brunch ( breakfast + lunch ) .

After lunch , we went to MacD over at the Interchange ( big one ) , settled down and pear started studying .
- YES I KNOW , I WAS LIKE " WTH ?!? OMG ?! PEAR , STUDYING ?!?!?!?!?!??!?! " -
Haha , but yea , he did study , Ivy was teaching him some BCM stuff la , Business communication management thingy .
Mostly is pertaining with letter writting ( report , fax style , yada yada yada yada . . . )  
Had a few stick(s) in between , cuz the Aircon at mac , was chilling our arses off .
I caught myself , reminscing old times with Ivy and stuffs , and yea , i had fun !!! .
Poor little pear , he had to sit by the corner and study xD

aite ,tats it , im not planning to sleep tonight , or im gonna be a helluva late for tomorrow's test .
Hell , i might even sleep through the day , and not attend for it at all XD
Cherrios .

- 2 more days of school left , L-I-B-E-R-A-T-I-O-N !!!! -
 
 
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Arfin
03 March 2009 @ 02:28 am
3-D Modeling




MAD Production




And this is for my FYP CGA ( computer graphic animation )
where we all had to model out from SCRATCH the respective models .and render it and animate it , sleepless nights were spent , it aint that fancyful , but hey , i love it :)

 

FYI - VIDEO TO BE UPLOADED . ASAP

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Arfin
03 March 2009 @ 02:05 am


Presenting , our FYP project for MAD ( multimedia and design )
took a great deal of time acting and editting it .
Credits goes to mostly Shahril , Faiza and Shahrul ! 
Thanks guys , despite the long hours ( not rly ) , under the hot sun ( not rly also xD ) we did great ! :)
Presenting it to teacher tomorrow , heh .

 
 
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Arfin
27 February 2009 @ 10:06 pm
..  
I saw it in the news
You told me they were wrong
And I stood up for you
'Cause I believed you were the one

You had all the chances in the world
To let me know the truth
What the hell's wrong with you?

Were you even listening when I talked to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through us
You're right there but it's like you never knew us

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?

Nothing can save you now that it's over
I guess that you'll find out when you're no one
Don't say you're sorry now 'cause I just don't care

Nothing can save you now, nothing
Nothing can save you now, nothing



 
 
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Arfin
26 February 2009 @ 04:18 pm
Just got back prawning , not long ago .
I swear , next time we shall go to FarmWay 3 .
Despite it being very deep inside , its waaay better than FarmWay 1.
like ten times !!!
we caught a measly number of 3 Prawns , throughout the 3hrs okay !!!!
that's how horrible it was .
2weeks back , we caught 25prawns in 7hrs at FarmWay 3 .
nuf said , mosquitoes and dogs were all over , 80% of the time , i was feeling insecure lol .
But overall it was a fun night la , why ?! cuz the company made it lively , we played poker and stuffs , i enjoyed it all !! :)

Quite a few things were going on in my mind , such as my submission for project tomorrow , and whether ill be able
to even wake up to hand it in tomorrow , thus , ive come to a decision , to stay awake throughout the nite , yay !! ( -_- )
There were other things too , that kept me in deep thought .
Lets just say , im upset at something . baahhh , i shall just rant it out to somebody later .
Its a mistake , i swear . I shouldn't have gotten u into " it " .
Fuck it .
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Arfin
24 February 2009 @ 04:44 am


Lets see , my first lesson starts in mmm ...
6hrs time , and im still awake .
Wohooo ~ 
best part is , theres gonna be phase test for one of my module tmr ( 3D )
but its in the afternoon , so screw that .

i think i shall hit the sack pretty soon , say in about 5-10mins time ?!its becoming a habit for me to blog everytime before i go to bed , good good , i shall keep this up .

Anyway , I have to wake up at like 9am tmr , just to do some last-minute practise for the test ,
hell  , i think im gonna skip morning class ( i swear , attending WAD class ( web&design ) class these few weeks , is a total waste of time , like seriously )
u'll end up stoning , in front of the comp, or doing unproductive things in class .
though , i would use that time to finish up my CGA ( computer graphic animation ) fyp .
i dun give a damn .. i told myself , " at the end of the day , i bloody make sure , i have SOMETHING to hand up , and present , and get my marks , and get the hell out of ITE "
i just need the dam cert babeh , and i can peacefully study in RP this coming April ; Yey :)

in short , what's been keeping me so busy today ,
facebook .
i tried the new ( to me ) Pet Society game .
ok-ok la the game , i only played for a tiny bit , then rushed off with my project .
i swear , rendering out the video output for that bleedy project , takes AGES with even a high end computer .
i was cursing in every single language(s) that i know , in the afternoon .
why ?! cuz it lags the hell out of computer , which resulted in very slow connection + constant " hang "
bleedy irritating i tell u .
ok , nuf ranting , i shall go to sleep .
cherrios .

 
 
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Arfin
21 February 2009 @ 12:16 am
Blah , guess it was just all talk , and no actions .
bleedy pissed off with myself .
i ended up waking at 12noon that day , so i didnt get any shit done .
so ANYWAY , speaking of which , i have to drop by RP again soooon .
They called me up , wanted my CCA grades that's actually recorded on a piece of paper .
bloody hell , i think i'll be going there again this monday .

The past few days , very happening one .
went prawning for 8hrs , ended up reaching home at around , 5am .
hahaha , its been a long time since we last gathered , belle was missing from the picture again .
what's new ?! :) 
guess something got her "tied" down this time round .
whatever .
so , i shall play game a while , and continue with my project .
Barely have 5 days to complete the dam bleedy FYP .
time is ticking .

SENSE OF URGENCY BABEH !! 
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Arfin
16 February 2009 @ 04:20 am

Im in the mood to blog , and this doesnt happen frequently , so ..
blog i shall ..
First and foremost , i would like to do a SHOUTOUT for CALEB !!!


Happy 19th  birthday bro !!


sheesh , i know im like , 4hrs and 27mins late , sry !! haha .
Anyway , time to grow up and start acting ur age okay !!! 
seriously , i do hope that ur interview will go thru , and hopefully u get a spot at NYP !!! 
You'll be on ur own , i wont be there to wake u up , and nag and force u to go to school .
Dont take the opportunity for granted .

So anywho , with that aside , Gosh im left with only 3 weeks of school left , and i have 2 weeks , ONLY 2 BLOODY DAM WEEKS LEFT
to hand in my effing project .... GOD , im still like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay behind . . .
seriously , i need h-e-l-p ... gaaa , we'll see ...
okay , gotta sleep early today . haaah , "early" hell , its alr 4.23am .
loads of things to do tmr ,
lets do a list shall we .
11am - ( wake up )
11.30am ( hair cut appointment at - STORM )
12noon  - ( rush down to Lavander , have my passport size picture taken )
1.30 noon ( rush to RP , to give them the necessary documents )
3noon ( rush back to dhobby gaut to meet shahril and crew for our SHOOT )

i have this feeling , that imma be late tmr !!! 
night people (: 

loads of things are on my mind right now -

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Arfin
12 February 2009 @ 01:16 am
Alrite , its been a darn long time since i had last blogged , like seriously .
So anyway , just to update some stuffs , i have been accepted into a POLY PEOPLE !!! :) * happy happy *
yea , so i took a chance to just apply for a course in poly , and i got it !! 
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Arfin
22 November 2008 @ 02:03 am





To whom it may concern :
Alright , needless to say , another great performance by u !!
im not surprised anyway :P 
maybe i was , judging from the way people commented " the crowds went silent "
and stuffs like that , i guess u really did SHINE , and im proud of u girl !! 
shine on .
and remember this , winning isnt always everything .
its what comes next that matters :P
the recognition , the opportunity to perform live in front of tens of thousands of people , the lives and souls uve touched & the fun that u've had .
its all worth it i'd say :)
love ya girl !! :)

ps : in my eyes , u'll always be a winner .

 
 
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Arfin
07 November 2008 @ 01:24 am
i just went for my heart scan earlier today .
i was told that i had a "special and interesting case"
and something about , " we rarely get to see this thing "
i don't know if thats good or bad , quite frankly .

they used this gel-like pen to rub it against my chest , and i guess the cardiologist had to press it hard against my chest so that she could get a clear visual of it .
i managed to steal some glances on what's on screen .
it was amazing , i actually see more than 20 frames of my heart , and the ultrasound too .
but it hurt like hell , when it was being done .

and i don't know why , my heart's aching lately .
ever since i went for today's checkup .
it might be an post-checkup thing , or what .
that im not certain .
the pain is still bearable , but , its very uncomfortable .
its as if , something is applying pressure to ur chest/heart .

i don't know why , but i have this quaint feeling that , i might not .... live long ...
hah , and i always told myself " i'd rather die , then see people die / experience the death of a loved one"
gotta stay positive arfin .
gotta mug for tmr's CGA assignment .
i already missed it today .
 
 
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Arfin
20 September 2008 @ 05:26 am










( i *insert heart* genevieve seah )


( Smileeeeeee )



( we're short of pear * draws pear in * )
 

aiteee , its seems like its been forever since i last blogged .
so since , im in the mood to write , i shall BLOG (: 
okaaay , basically , life totally turned its way around .
Belle , came back to us , and we welcome her with open arms .
See , it ain't that bad after all . Toldcha they wouldnt stay mad at u forever .
She just needed a push from me , thats all .
So with that being sad ,
WELCOME BACK BFF (: 

been going out a lot lately with them .
and yes , we miss u PEAR .
come back soon okay ?! (: 
i swear , we saw someone that totally looked like u .
or at least , his back view looked the same ( hair-wise )
LOOL ...
OH OH , i met my other BFF that day .
Genevieveeeeeeeeee <33333
i know things havent gone smooth for u lately , but hang on there girl .
let those bitches gossip , let them say .
so long as ur conscience is clear , you'll be alrite .
and as always , ur always in my prayer .

lets see , Joe's been moody and emo'ing lately ..
dunno what's wrong with that bugger ..
nevermind , i shall give some time-alone .

AND YES , im speaking this in general ,
so listen up , you boys and girls .
SUICIDE/HURTING URSELF DOESNT BRING
ANYONE/ANYTHING TO A GOOD END .

so before u do something reckless , think first okay (: 
lets seeee , did i miss anything out ?!?!?!
oh yea, the weather is killing me . its getting like SO FREAKING HOT lately .
so hot that i had to strip down to my boxers for several nights .
and , if that's not enough , i even on TWO FANS . ( ceiling and box-fan )
gaaaaa ....
okay , i need to catch up on my sleep .
been sleeping SOOOO late and havent been getting much sleep lately .
OH AND SCREW IT , ive got to attend Bridge Leader on MONDAY 
and its in SCHOOL , and we're expected to be in UNIFORM ATTIRE ..
GAAAA _|_ 
wadever . can i not goooooooooooooo =\
guess not . bah .

ps - i LOVEEE you SLY , PEAR , ISABELLE , TEO HUI JIE , MING , GENEVIEVE . 
xoxo .
 

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Arfin
15 September 2008 @ 04:59 pm







Bon voyage , Pear .


 








 


 
woke up early just now , to send pear off .
my god , after i had "breakfast" for my fast , i fell aslp .
i only woke up to sly's call , which was at 7.30
and we were supposed to meet at 8am at Tanah Merah platform !

and u know what , i rushed and rushed , in the end ,
i came like 1hr earlier than them !!
they reached at 9.15
gaaa ... :P 
okay pear , we will miss u HELLUVA A LOT (: 
bring us back some souveniers okay !
no keychains , stationery , ( * I LOVE HONGKONG/ CHINA* shirt ) 
:D:D 
see u in 25days (: 

auf wiedersehen .

 
 
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Arfin
15 September 2008 @ 02:03 am


Whenever im facing with problems or troubles ,
i'd either
a) blog it down , if its not too personal .
b) jot it down at a notepad , and store it somewhere .
c ) i talk it out openly with a close friend or ( insert name here ) * very unlikely *
d) i digress , and get back to the main point  when talking to people .
its very subtle , and people dont get what im trying to say , so yea . (: 
that's the point u see , i dont what people to know of the problems and troubles im facing ,
at the same time , im building a social bond , and im letting all my anger/worries/trouble/woes out .

so , if u suddenly see me digressing, halfway ; midway . You know (: 

gotta get some shut eye now .
Sentosa just now was soo tiring .
sun-tanned ( halleluyah , praise to allah i didnt get sun-burnt ( or maybe yet , ) ) 
had dinner at simpang bedok .
me and sly had to literally sit under the rain and EAT our food .
and it was a super duper heavy rain .
we only had a small mini standing umbrella , over our head .
gaaa .

-end .
take me for granted , and ill fuck you !
 
 
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Arfin
14 September 2008 @ 09:39 am
Not the way i had expected it to be ...
Early morning already parents nagged and nagged and nagged ..
what did i do wrong..


going to sentosa now ..chiaoz..
happy happy..
(: yea...
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Arfin
14 September 2008 @ 01:32 am
I admit , i did something today .
something i had promised to never do it again .
to abstain from it .
to stay away from it .
but . . . . i guess i succumbed to temptation .
i dun feel like sharing this , cuz its not something to be proud of  .

anyway , lets get to the happy happy part .
met pear and sly at 6pm ( suppose to meet at 2pm , then postponed all the way )
walked around , tried looking for pear's multi-country-purpose plug for him to bring to hongkong and China .
anywho , we then had dinner at Long John .
had the usual , Fish grill with rice , and Skin-peeled-Potatoe w cheese .
Yummy .

Bus-ed to Bedok after that , cuz sly had to go to her lantern festival
so weird...very very REDD u know *-*
there was this guy , who could sing a girl's pitch .
he's okay la , i think pear's attracted to him :X 
HEHEHE..
soon after that , we bus-ed back to PASIR RIS E HUB to catch a movie .

oh oh , i must say , while on the bus , we sat behind these 2 tann-ed girls ..
gorgeoussss tone body YO !!
dragon boaters(boaties ?! ) lol .
gaaaa , i wan a tanned girl-friend too :D

BabyLon A.D was great
ending sucked thou
GAAA ..
YAY SENTOSA TMR ~~~ :D:D:D 
9am meet , wthh .
okay tats all .
toodles .
 
 
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Arfin
13 September 2008 @ 03:23 am







The Friends That Ive Always Wanted .



Me , Belle , Pear
( 2006 )


me
( 2005 )


Genevieve(bestie) , Yanni [ left to right ]
Me , Jason .
( 2005 )



Sly , Me , Pear , Belle
 ( 2006 )
[friends forever]


Belle , Me , Pear , Sly
( 2006)


2E (lass of 2005 )
( 2005 )


The 4 Of Us .
(if its short of one hand , the star isnt , really a star )
( 2006 )


Belle , Pear , Me , Sly
( Back when there were 4 )
( 2006 )


Hui Jie , Sly , Belle , Me , Pear , Ming
( the complete us ; you guys make me complete )
( 2007 )


Ming , Belle , Sly , Me
( the last we saw of belle )
( 2008 , June 1st )


Pear , Ming , Me , Hui Jie , Sly
[ short of that one bugger ]
 ( 2008 )

 

So where do i begin ?!
right , so i was just checking some things out in my computer .
yea , i was that bored , because all these files , were taken and copied/saved
from my ooold computer , so theres a lot of memories YO ! 
hehe ..
looking back at all those photos , it brought smiles , laughter , a grimace on the face and even a pang of sadness .
smiles ? those happy moments , fun times .
laughter? those funny moments , ahhh , what i would give , just to bring back those moments
a grimace ? like omg ?! my old hair ... GOSH , and all other's who looked totally different to what they are now . HAHA ..
pang of sadness ? the goodbyes , the past 2-3yrs .
 
And theres this particular someone , whom ive missed so so dearly .
she may or may not come accross this thread , but heck , i miss u lahhh !! and so does everyone ,  U've drifted sooooo far from us ..
too far , im trying to reach out to you , yet u always push me(us) away . Come back to us , wont you ?! 
u're greatly and dearly missed .  I know some words were said , may be harsh , but we're just expressing how we felt .
But things have changed , i promise . Those words , were said and exchanged in a spur of a moment . The anger and all , it just came out that way .
heres some of the pics . HEH .
 
 
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Arfin
11 September 2008 @ 11:40 pm
Hurray , did i hear an AMEN ?! :D
SO , it seems the long term has finally come to an end  , another 1/2yr to go before i graduate from my course (: 
Gosh , then comes NS ... GAAAA , i wanna study some more laaahhhh , pleaseeee , lemme study first then serve my country okah ?!!? 

anywho , so , the exam was .... ~_~ ''
Section A was managable .
Section B was the killer . Guess it literally slaughtered me .
First off , i was LATE for my paper , 1minute late .
Gaaa , despite taking the cab to school , i was still late
and , HELLO ?!?! that lady just cut my que one okay ! 
kannina pua cheeken .
so anywho , i dashed to buy a pencil and eraser from the bookshop ( my god , i spent $2.80 on both of em ) 
no time , no time , just had to RUUUUSHHHHHHH ...

So after the paper , we went to TM .
Had wanted to go to Caleb's house to play Mahjong ,
he had driving , totally slipped my mind .
( Its okay , YO . You failed  . So what ?!? try again okay !! )
basic theory...a bitch , i tell u .

Jiale and Stan had lunch , together with Caleb ,
i didnt feel any what-so-ever urge to eat or what , watching them eat .
haha , guess im already used to it .
then went home .
Watching Project Runaway now .
Awesome :D
okay ~ i can sleep late tonyte , HURRAY !!!! 
no school for the next 30days
HOHOHO , envy me ya'all ~ 

-PEACE .
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